To anyone willing to listen, to hear me. I know I am not the brightest, funniest, nicest, prettiest, etc. I am trying I swear. Social cues that normal people understand I don’t get as fast. The whole talking to people is very difficult for me I tend to talk slower and quieter. I get annoyed easily, scared quickly, and paranoid often. I just struggle more than most know, more than anyone really knows. I honestly started this blog so I could talk about that I am scared to say to basically anyone. My friends and family don’t know about it, they don’t know how I feel about anything. I have had to learn how to deal with my struggles. That’s what this is. Who ever is willing to read is welcome. Not everything is on here somethings I think I’m just not comfortable with posting yet. Like everything else I do this is also unfinished. Cliff hanger ending like my life. Looking off the cliff but not going over it just looking, deep in thought, till you get vertigo and fall in.