When riding in a car or on the bus I close my eyes and see if I can feel the road. Like I can create the picture of where I am in my mind or with my eyes closed know where I am because I know how the road feels. It’s probably a little strange but I swear I can do it. My heart feels the way. Like when you’re in the dark but still know where to step even though you can’t see where you’re going. I want my life to guide me that way but so far I just keep bumping into everything along the way, falling into holes, hitting all the bumps and obstacles along the way. But life is like that. Like walking in the dark trying to find the light so you can see where you’re going, but you can’t, all you do is try to feel your way. My heart guides me sometimes when I know my head should be telling where to step. My heart gets me in trouble a lot. I know it means well. I know it wants the best for me. It just wants to be happy. I just want to be happy.