I know I have been absent for quite a while. Basically life really hasn’t been going my way (surprise, surprise). I have been so swamped with school work I don’t even know what to do with myself. It is that time though. Senior-itis is starting to kick in. But I will not let it get me behind. I can do this I know it. Where I have lost a lot of friends this year I am not worried. I have learned the benefits of the friends I still have and I love them more than ever. The whole wanting to die and anxiety taking over my whole body is still there believe me. I did not want to post any of my recent writings because that is what they are all about and I don’t want to get anyone down on what is wrong with me. I am way to busy to worry about what will happen in the future. My new photography teacher has taught me to live in the now (I am not very good at it). Still no dating. A little bit of a social life recently ( I know surprising). For all the zero people who read this…. I will tell you not to drink or do drugs. But at the same time experiencing new things isn’t all bad. Just make sure you are 100% ready and know you want to do something before being pressured into it. My brain is bursting with new topics to write about and art projects to pursue. Wait a month and I’ll prob be back to my gloomy self but right now even though I am sick I think I can handle this world for a little bit.
I don’t know,,, any incite??