“Fear”

Fear is a hard topic. Probably because it scares us. Ha see what I did there scares, fear, I’m funny. Anyways away from my pointless jokes to as some would see it as breaking the ice. This is my list.

Things I am afraid of …..

  • Birds
  • Spiders
  • Lightning
  • Fire
  • Boats (fear of drowning)
  • Flying
  • Guns
  • Bad Grades
  • Boys
  • People
  • Sex
  • Relationships
  • Rejection
  • Being seen as dumb
  • Being bad at something
  • Commitment in general
  • Letting my parents down
  • Not graduating
  • Never Going to college
  • Not achieving any of my goals
  • Someone finding out what goes on in my head
  • Being in love
  • Being Gay
  • Being left behind
  • Being forgotten
  • Losing myself in the person I am trying to make other people see
  • Someone hating me for my beliefs
  • Waking up every morning for the rest of my life feeling alone
  • Feeling life isn’t worth it anymore
  • My anxiety controlling me
  • Someone finding this and using it against me for the rest of my life
  • Having someone I love hate me for something I can’t control

These are only some of my fears and writing them down feels like this weight lifted off my shoulders. A lot of these things might happen to me and it’s okay. I will be strong enough to survive. Being able to show the world without fear is even better. You should try it. Even if it’s just writing a little list down. You don’t have to show anyone.

Good Night,

PG.

 

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